Inspirations can come from many things... My inspiration derived today from a eight grade graduation... watching these kids & parents going crazy... mostly the kids ... What is it that gives them so much hope and ambition... Life is so much easier looking through the eyes of a child ...Flashback to myself... I am wondering where did mines go...
High school graduation was such a turning point... I remember walking slowly across the stage... nonchantly peeking out into an audience of people going crazy over my achievements...This was my day and everyone shared my joy!!.. Most of all I remember my grandmother... she lived for my excitement & accomplishments... it was the moment she had looked forward to... Now she was accomplished...
Living a much so-called privileged life... I had no idea my whole world would shift a year later... While my friends focused on partying & drinking... I had to focus on "doing the right things" Maturing a bit more quickly than most people should ever have to... I find myself asking what exactly is / was the right thing? How can living for me be the wrong thing???
Where is in life that you lose yourself to gain the world? Isn't that how it happens? You have to pretend to be someone else for social acceptance? At work? At home? At the club? Where does it all stop and you begin? I guess this has always been my problem... I never want to fit in, I love being me just a bit too much...
My main goal in life has always been to help people... Through laughter, through friendship... through getting them to be the real them while remaining realistic. I ask questions when I don't have answers, I don't assume. When there are no solutions, I find them. I am a realist & a blithe spirit. I listen & I don't make judgments, I am the best friend you have always wanted.
My blogs will enable you to know me better, but it will also re-introduce you. There is nothing I haven't been through. Ask me any question & I will have the answer. Try me... give me your problem... in return I will give you your solution. I have been through the worst & experienced the best. I have dated Mr.Right yet fell in love with Mr. Wrong. I have walked away from a perfect situation & stayed in the most abusive. I have loved & lost. I have caused pain & I have given. I am optimistic, but brutally honest. I am crazy in love with the thought of being in love... Independent yet a desperate housewife... I am inspired by beautiful things & beautiful people...I am an exceptional listener & I am unapologetically the naive girl in a disney movie.
It has always been my dream to have my own magazine, or column.. this is my Re-birth.
Share my vision & I will give you light.
Thank you so much for your time..... I look forward to meeting you all!!!
CD
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